What the hell is wrong with me? Ok, don't answer that...lol
I got set up with a very nice girl and I called her for the first time last night.
It was a very fun, pleasant, easy going conversation. I really enjoyed her company...until....
Until a girl came online who I know who I have had great phone sex with in the past, and who might want to have phone sex again.
I've had phone sex with her hundreds of times, but in the last year, she has been better, or just not in the mood, or needing the "real thing".
So, for the mere glimmer of hope that some girl would help me shoot my load, I kind of ignore this wonderful girl on the phone.
Sure, I still talked to her with fake laughter, saying "ya" when appropriate,and even interjecting a story or two.
But my focus was diverted elsewhere.
I obviously want love and marriage, both together ideally (unfortunately that can be mutually exclusive these days), but my body tells me that I want to hear this other girl moan with pleasure.
What is wrong with me?
Oh, and you all probably guessed....no phone sex with that online girl...she wasn't in the mood.
I soooo wish I wasn't in the mood either
Sex or marriage.
Why am I constantly drawn to the wrong choice?
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